For as long as I can remember I have battled endlessly with my weight. There is not a weight loss program, diet, or fad, that I have not tried. And though I have lost at times, I have never been able to stick with anything to the end, to my goal, nor have I been able to keep any of the weight off that I had lost.
On May 19th, 2001, I finally made the decision that I had had enough. I had had enough of hating myself, hating the person I saw in the mirror, of not being able to do the things I wanted, and of … well of everything. I was ready to take control of my life. Really ready this time.
Every other time I had been prodded into a diet or exercise program or what-have-you by some outside influence; a parent, significant other, a friend. This time, on my own, without any prodding from anyone else, I made the decision to join Weight Watchers and do something to take control of my out of control life.
I have absolutely no regrets, as this was the best decision I have ever made in my life and the best thing that has ever happened to me. It has been over two years, and there have been ups and downs, lots of them, but I am winning the battle. I am changing my self, my self-esteem, and my life - one-step and one day at a time.
This is a Chronicle of my Journey.
This
time I WILL make it.
TOTAL AMOUNT LOST:
135.0 POUNDS!
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MY PROGRESS Current
Weight Loss Progress for 2004 |
MILESTONE GOALS REVISED GOAL DATE: JANUARY
2008 |